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Posted By: Whistle While You Work on 2007-06-15
In Reply to: Confessions thread.... - Keep Posting

For 13 years (most of my kids' lives) I have let my disabled husband's needs come first - over the kids' and my own. The kids had the basics taken care of, of course, we all just understood that DH came first. Now, more and more often lately, I hate DH for it. I always hate myself for it.

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Confessions thread.... - Keep Posting
- I confess... - My turn
- I confess... - Certifiable
  - Totally understand that one! - nm
    - I'll add mine so someone can get 3 for the price of 1! ...nm - Driving us crazy in the NE. nm
- I confess . . - tired and broke
- I confess...sm - AJS
  - I confess - Sherri
- I confess - Typer
  - Oh my gosh, I'm the same way!! - nm
- I confess...again - Hayseed
  - You funny. - Hehehe
- I confess - l
  - Sleep....beautiful sleep.... nm - Lazy
  - Sister! Except I tend to not even - Me
- I confess... - Whistle While You Work
  - I hear you- I had a friend dying of AIDS - Fellow human
- I confess... - MSMT
- I confess - ;-)
  - You'd have loved the ice cream truck - Misha
    - LOL - that is gross I would not have bought ice cream from him - ;-)
- I confess... - mtme
  - ditto that one!! - nm
    - Ditto again. - nm
- I confess . . . - mt2rn
  - I wish I lived - countrymt
    - I confess - Margaret
    - don't worry - mt2rn
    - Lived right at the beach before, hated it - Loni
- I confess - countrymt
- I confess. - Devious and Ashamed
  - How do you manage at income tax time? - Lazy
    - I do our taxes myself - devious and ashamed
      - If you really want help.... - Lazy
  - I'm jealous, I wish I had such an account - ClinicMT
    - I wish I had your work ethic! - Me
      - Ethics, she owes big time, - Hmmmm
        Maybe he's a little over-protective of money. - Me
        I work, our incomes not combined - Hmmmmmm
        Some men have kids, but then - Me
- Ahh, the power of confession. For each confession posted here sm - me
  - OMG, that reminds me - anon
    - Bahahaha! - Ha
      - Warning: gross - Anony Mouse
  - Actually, it was a hair on her chinny, chin, chin! - Hayseed
    - I would chase my kids around the house - Kate
- I confess - Lazy
  - What would I do without hubby. - Ditto
    - Thanks - Lazy
      - I confess - Junebug
      - P.S. Also than goodness for hubby - Lazy
- I confess - mine
- I confess x3 - anon
  - I confess - MTness
- When I was in bad marriage, I escaped in my SM - Lillibet
- I confess - anon
- I confess - dances with wolves
- I confess x4 - Hayseed
  - Thank God! I'm not the only one- - Margaret
- I confess... - sm
- I confess I was in - my "corporate" attire
- I confess.... - anon
- I confess - aln
- I confess............... - Hi five!
- I confess.... - Keep Posting
- I confess even the prospect - of a big raise
  - I am a terrible housekeeper, aaaugh, the work I have to do - trose

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I am addicted to Nicorette gum and I haven't even TRIED in the slightest to get off it. I admit to the mentality of, "I can have at least ONE vice..."

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That I keep looking back here to this thread in particular to see if there's anyone freakier than me!

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should I confess? (sm)
Terrible problems with my husband for years with him cheating, not allowing me enough money for my children's and my needs but buying anything and everything he wants, boats, vehicles, etc. We are talking about divorce and it is getting ugly. He is now asking me for the balances I owe on all my credit cards. I owe a good bit on one - I have been using it for years to help with bills that i am responsible for and things the kids need. He is going to hit the roof when he finds out how much I owe. Meanwhile, he has opened credit cards in my name without my knowledge and has used them to pay off other higher interest cards and whatnot. I am scared to tell him but I have been trying to get closer to God and I feel like I should tell him the truth. I am just scared of the repurcussions. If we get a divorce, he will NOT be nice especially if he knows I have this debt without his knowlege.

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I found out he opened credit cards in my name because the company called me wondering why I hadn't paid in two months and I had never opened a card with them. I found out about him cheating by calling someone he was supposed to be with for the weekend and the guy was home and did not know what I was talking about.

and I have to confess, I am a little bit jealous of them.
I think it would be so much easier to live with a woman than a man. No more History Channel or freakin Dirty Jobs!

Your foot is not going to fall off. Now I confess I did not
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I think he may confess "at the 11th hour". He is such a wuss, I hate him.
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