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Every day that I wake up...

Posted By: Jodi on 2006-02-04
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and he's not here is ultimately a good day.  I have decided this is all about prospective.  I cried a bit last night, but couldn't define exactly why.  I've been going about the house taking down reminders.  My children now after what three days are only mentioning him in casual conversation.  My 4-year-old says to me in private that he was mean and he is not coming back.  I don't know how much of that she actually registers.  I'm just noticing small things.  I can type faster.  I haven't had to yell.  I smile at myself in the mirror.  I'm remembering who I was intended to be.  We're listening to music again.  The TV was only on yesterday for about an hour total, not 14 hours.  That alone is stunning.  I am starting to believe that I can actually do this.  I have my mom coming up this morning to help me look for a place to live.  I have a self-imposed 30 days to find a place.  My only significant problem is that he made a 1-year committment to the phone company/satellite provider.  If anyone has a suggestion for how I can get out of that without paying an enormous fee, please offer.  It is so cathardic speaking to you all.   I'm already healing.  Keep praying for me.  Thank you, Jodi


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She may want to go to the wake afterwards, if you have one.
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Does anyone ever wake up one day

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No, I am not depressed.  I think this MT has finally wished for some time off to go outside, see the clouds, smell the fresh air, and consider the life passing by.  As well, this MT would like to remember what it was like to have the security of a job which paid halfway decently, actually a boss who showed just a tiny bit of appreciation once in a while for doing a difficult job well, and the days when a person did not flinch when looking at the computer wondering what the day would bring.  Silence, more silence, or an even smaller paycheck.


I tell you, if I were to take 2 weeks off, nobody in my household would even notice the difference in budget, the pay has gotten so low from lack of work.  Used to be a person could make a difference with this job. Wondering if it is time for a change.


Do you ever feel that way?


 


 


wake me up!!!
I am sitting here about to fall asleep -- not because there is no work, but just ready to fall asleep on my keyboard!! I keep telling myself- GIRL- WAKE UP!!! I know there are several families out there that have no work or their significant other is laid off, which mine is off for two weeks, so I have to be THANKFUL for my job and make myself wake my booty up-- oh, along with my fingers!! Hope you all had a wonderful X-Mas! Santa was good to our family and friends- hope he was to you all also! Now, I have to get back to work!!!!
Wake me when it's over

I can hardly stand getting up every day and looking for a job in this industry.  Now GM wants to make its cars in China and then sell them back here.  HELLO?! What in heavens name is going on?


I think if our grandparents and their grandparents were faced with what we are now, they never would have immigrated here.  We are going backwards. 


I am tired, getting older by the minute.  Somebody wake me when it's over. 


Wake up.
As long as there is a profit motive in health care there will be lots of people trying to get rich off the sick. It's amoral.

I have never heard of anybody in Canada or Europe seriously demanding an end to their single-payer health care system in favor of a for-profit system. They know better.

You appear to be full of right-wing propaganda.
Wake up people.....

Exactly how long does it take for Americans to realize the only benefit in outsourcing is the benefit the fellow in India (or elsewhere) receives when he/she snatches your job!!    


Thanks for the wake up call
Guess I forgot to mention that I'm pretty naive, too. Maybe I should just go back to reading and stop "talking" unless I know exactly what I'm saying. I was pretty sure ESL was straightforward for English second language, and I absolutely did NOT mean anything else by it. I apologize if anyone took what I said any other way.

btw MissIndigo -- where is your little rural Georgia office? We could be neighbors!
WAKE UP, PEOPLE

Of course there are factions in our government that want to keep us ignorant and keep us suffering from chronic disease. For one, the pharmaceutical industry has a lot of clout in government, especially with regards to financially supporting medical schools, politicians, etc.


Thank about it.  For instance, why do you think they keep telling diabetics that it's okay to keep eating a little sugar?  Because diabetes is a big industry!!  They need for the diabetics to keep taking SOME medication; what would the industry do if the diabetics no longer needed medication, glucometers, test strips, nutritional counseling, blood tests, etc., etc.???  THIS IS JUST ONE EXAMPLE...


I don't trust myself. I set the clock or I know I'd wake up 4 hrs later.
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Don't tell me to wake up when you're the one who isn't seeing the big picture.
You don't even have a clue how much Canada buys from the U.S. I live right on the Canadian border. In fact, I even lived in Canada for several years. Canadians are far better for our economy than third world nations. They don't expect handouts and steal our work. They buy grain, beef, vegetables, commodities, health care, goods and services here. Canadians are good for our economy. Try taking a basic economics course before spouting off your invalid opinions.

And they can't "steal" our work anyways because their wages are the same as ours are.
4:30 a.m. and wake up before the sunrise. Weird. sm

I can't sleep in if I know I can, but wish I could when I can't. I set my alarm (which I never have to do) for 8:30 this morning and got up at 5:20. If I hadn't set it, I might have slept until 7:00, but I highly doubt it.


Funny thing is it never matters what time I go to bed, whether it's 8:00 p.m. or 1:00 a.m


Hubby was born around midnight and has worked the graveyard shift for nearly a decade, as he could never get out of bed in the morning for work. He goes to bed between 8:00 and 10:00 a.m. and sleeps until dinner.


Two sons, both born at night who would sleep until 4:00 p.m. if they could.


Two daughters, both born in the a.m. that "sleep in" when they can, but never past 9:00 a.m.


This is too weird. Now I'm thinking I should have been born around 9:30 a.m. Then I could sleep until 7:30.


I can, however, nap on demand. I say to myself, "Okay, time to sleep for an hour now" and I'm zonked out for an hour, never longer, no alarm clock. Weird.


Obviously these people don't have to wake up and go to work EVER
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Wake up and smell the roses and not
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well wake up and smell the coffee...

Ever since managed care came into being here, the doctors have been moaning and groaning...and less and less folks are actually entering the medical field today.....becauise nobody is earning the money they were 15-20 plus years ago.....There is a huge shortage of nurses also in this country - it's not profitable enough for anyone today...not like it used to be prior to managed care.....


I have been treated overseas and it IS better.....and I recently read an article that folks here, the elderly, are now relocating to India for long-term care at home....it's nearly free over there....if I ever find that article, I will repost here.....the couple the article was about are in their 80s and they get all their rxs, aides in the home (home health care), and treatment for a miniscule amount compared to here......the article showed pictures too.....all nice and clean and very efficient looking.  Plus, an added benefit is they are just more respectful of the elderly overseas.....in general and everywhere.....whether it be Europe or Asia.....while here, all they seem to be interested in in this country is YOUTH - a youth-oriented society it has been for a couple of generations now.


You *think* we have the best......but it might not always be as it seems and think of *down the road* - while less folks are entering the field(s) here - you'll find there will be less and less *the best*.....


 


Someone is not telling the truth - wake up! N/M
  
I keep wishing it was a nightmare and I could wake up and everyone in that area was just living and
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Open your eyes, wake up and smell the coffee
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then I go back to sleep and when I wake up do more hours. A "regular day" no way.
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Sounds like where I work. Everyone morning I wake up to not enough work. I'm quitting
This has been going on for a few months so I don't know if they have overhired or just sent a lot of it to India. I just know I can't sit here everything day waiting until "volumes build up." I'm looking elsewhere.